Well, it's New Year's Eve. I hate this holiday I think it is the worst of all. Another year gone. Its not just because of IF its everything. I think it is just the most depressing holiday. I sit here and watch the ball drop, and think another year gone and what have I done? I am another year older, and have nothing to show for it. Then they go and play Ole Lang sine, oh dear god I mine as well slit my wrists now!!
2008 was not all bad, I have a lot to be thankful for. I have a wonderful husband, a super supportive family, great friends that are always there for me whenever I need them. We have a beautiful house, my furbaby Bailey who no matter what loves me and is there to kiss away my tears. We are both fortunate to have our jobs, and health. We got a second opinion which has lead to us finally having a little bit of hope. And yes, we did lose yet another baby, but we are closer to having a healthy full term baby because of it. We have some answers, some hope and that is more then we have had in past years.
Every year we call our families after midnight to wish them a Happy New Year. My mother in law always says the same thing, "This is your Year!" This year I am confident that yes 2009 IS OUR YEAR!!! So here is to a New Year, filled with hope, joy, laughter, and love!
Happy Healthy 2009 to everyone!!
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