I never thought I would be able to say I am 6 months pregnant! I still lay here and and feel my little man moving around and I am in total aww of the whole thing. It's exciting and scary all at the same time, I never stop worrying, never stop thinking this is all way to good to be true. I know he's not done cooking yet, and this is when I need to be patient more then ever, but I can not wait till I can hold him in my arms, know that he is healthy & safe and see his beautiful face. I want to tell him how much he was wanted, and loved before he was even created.
He is definitely making himself known these days. His movement has picked up although it is still so inconsistent. I really want for Dh to be able to feel him move more, but he is his father's son and is very uncooperative!
I also officially popped. I am of course having a hard time with this. You spend your whole life trying to keep your belly hidden, and then one day you wake up with this huge belly that you just cannot hide! Not to mention everyone wants to point it out and draw attention to it! I always dreamed of having this cute baby belly, not sure why since I have always been a little heavier and had a belly to start with. Well my belly is not cute. I feel fat! I have spent $200 on maternity clothes and I am working on embracing the belly. I do need to take some pictures and will post some soon.
Pretty uneventful these days just counting down the days!
